Oh, Turk I did not want you to take what I said the wrong way. However, I have a few more verses for you. Psalm 13:1 “The fool says in his heart that there is no God. They are corrupt, their deeds are vile; there is no one who does good.” Turk, this will be the last time that I visit your site. I am sorry for any trouble that I have caused. I will continue to pray that God works in your life and eventually will one day see him. I wish you the best of luck! I also hope you know the consequences of your slander. One day every knee shall bow, every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord.That is you too “Oh yee of little faith”. What fascinates me is your interest in other worlds and possible life forms and yet there is no place for a God amongst this entire universe. Maybe one day you will see the light before it is to late.

Its to bad that the Preacher is not going to look at the site again, because I did not mean to scare him off. I hope he doesn’t take me for the Anti-Christ. The guy should have e-mailed me if he wanted to talk. That’s my main problem with people like him. They don’t make it easy to talk to them. The way he handled it shows me that this is a person that doesn’t want to here another persons opinion. Me hell I’m open minded. You ask any of my friends. If I wasn’t open minded to this whole topic would I waste the space on my website for it? No.

What else I don’t get is why if God did make all of this and that includes me and all the rest of humanity why is he such a unforgiving god? Keep in mind I’m not doing any research into this, its just me typing away. If you believe in god and do what he tells you to do you get to go to heaven. That’s the basic premise right? Ok so if you don’t believe in god you either go to hell or you can change your mind and embrace god as your lord and savior. But if I was god and I created everything and I was all knowing I would cut some slack for the people that didn’t believe in me. It just doesn’t make sense. Also I’m supposed to just change my belief just so I can go to heaven? I can’t do that. I can honestly say with out a doubt I don’t believe in the god in the bible. And I would not change my opinion on my death bed just to get into heaven.

Another thing, why is it that just because I would like to believe in other worlds and other possible life forms I have to believe in god? Science shows that with the right distance from a star and with that special primordial soup the possibilities of life springing up on other planets should be something that could happen. I treat aliens and other worlds the same way as I treat god, I will believe it when I see it. But, I can believe in little green men and other worlds that support life because they are concepts that are shown can happen with science. We and our Earth are proof of that. Of course this all depends on how you look at it. Believe what you want. I’m not trying to tell you I’m right and that this guy is wrong. You have freewill so use it to make your own decisions. read a little and find out. Never listen to just one person and take it face value.

It’s been so long since I have had a new viewer I almost forgot what to do. So I say Hi to Lynn. She found out about my site from one of my buddies “Strange” Kevin. I very surprised that Kevin remembered my address. And anyone who knows Kevin tell him the next time he comes over to HOTELBLUES.COM Headquarters he had better bring MGD not that disgusting Miller Lite. Yuck!!!!

I Learned my lesson for the day. Sometimes the truth isn’t the best policy. I tried my first temp agency today. I will not name the name of the place. Needless to say I wasn’t to impressed by it. The ladies that worked there were very nice. Don’t get me wrong, its not them its me. I am colossal cluster fuck. In the application it asked for reason of leaving your job I wrote “let go”. Which of course is sure to bring up questions. And the inevitable question was asked. I asked “do you want the truth?” like a putz. So I told this nice lady about my website. Because that was the reason of my departure. She looked at me funny and asked if I was going to do one on temp agencies. I told her no that www.hotelblues.com is paid and mine for two years. I thought I was being witty. WRONG. This is not the kind of thing you want to tell people at a temp agency. Any way there are more temp agencies in the phone book. So next time I will not tell them my life story. I’ll tell them something they want to hear. I recommend a strong dose of Dilbert for me and anyone else who takes working to serious.

If you by chance work at a temp agency let me remind you this my opinion and should not effect your personal or company view on me. That and there’s this thing called Freedom Of Speech you might of heard of, its in the Bill Of Rights.

Well I have finally have been able to get the full output from my cheap piece of shit Best Data modem. Who when I bought it said right on the v.90 56k modem. Well after finding an update for the drivers that really made it a v.90 56k modem. And this was two months after buying the modem. Also my ISP is finally upgraded their modems to v.90, so I am going to be playing Half-Life on the net for the next 24 hours.

Well besides trying to find a job, I have been playing a few computer games. The one I have talked about before. Which is the first picture. My Half-Life multiplayer experience went pretty bad. I had a lot of lag. And that can kill the fun of playing online. The second and third pic are from a little game called Baldur’s Gate. Its an attempt to bring the classic AD&D pen and paper rule set to the computer. It is a truly awesome game. It is really fun to play and to create a character. The first BG pic is me after I went on a rampage and killed everyone in the bar. Hey my character is chaotic evil I was just playing my character. The second BG pic is what me and Troy got every time we tried to play modem to modem. That problem has been fixed in the patch that was released a couple of days ago. Really if you can get into role-playing games this is the one for you.

Today maybe the day I become an un-official uncle. The Izer’s have been expecting for a while now a fresh newborn. But every day I call and ask if the little bundle of joy has shown up yet I get a no not yet. So hopefully it’s today. I will have a new youngster to corrupt. Heh.

Also I go back to the temp agency today for tests or something. I think they want me to jump through some hoops. So I will be having all kinds of fun.