Work is something I just hate now. I hate getting up for work. I hate getting ready for work. I hate going to work. I hate being at work. The only thing I don’t hate about work is leaving work. But then it’s just a vicious circle and it just keeps repeating itself.

In fact I’m starting to suspect that I hate work so much that I’m starting to hate myself for letting myself get stuck in this job. Because that’s what it feels like. I’m stuck in this job. I just can’t escape it. I try of course. But I have doubts that I will be able to leave the place.

It’s simple really. Work has become a safe haven. It’s not a hard job really. It’s rather easy. I don’t get paid much of course. But in the long run the people that pay me are the ones that are getting fucked over. Their lucky if I do two hours work in my eight hour shift.

Fuck. This is just me talking just to try to keep posting on a semi regular basis.