I was ready and willing to be a miserable drunk and on certain nights am. But Ericka being the goddamn diplomat she is had to interfere with my well laid plans of a drunken stupor. No that isn’t good enough for her. I have to be told that I should feel good about myself not what happens around me. So my argument that he doesn’t deserve the woman is simple enough this: because I say he doesn’t!! Of course my goddamn conscience tells I am wrong. I am not shallow enough to wish that everyone should be as alone as me. They deserve everything they have. I would never advise anyone to stand in their way.